I think I have been led around the garden rather than "up the garden path". It has been feeling like a wild goose chase lately but I know G-d does mercy and does judgment with a view to bringing us "who want it" back to Him.
I have been nearly pulling my hair out trying to figure out what to do with regard to Bnei Baruch and its Kabbalah teachings. At first it was like a breath of fresh air after A Course in Miracles and Jayem's "Way of the Heart". I can still see a lot of value in Paul Tuttle's teachings but I was led to Bnei Baruch if only to escape K. We no longer had a commonality giving me an excuse to cut back on the contact that was such a vexation to my spirit. I am not going into the Bnei Baruch organization right now. But it seems to have prepared me for my next step, and I must say that I have been blessed in the last 2 days to have had a glimpse of a next step. I dare not say what it is right now - but I get the distinct impression that it is a bit like returning home with a different perspective. A sort of Jewish one. I now have an appreciation of mystical Judaism at least and a sense of the importance of the Hebrew language in matters leading into the garden that I have been circling around from various vantage points.
I remember so many views - one from Victor who became a Buddhist Monk with an unpronounceable name. I saw a lot of mosquitoes in his garden. The imaginary garden born of meditation was nice but it was not real. Barry's view for me meant that there were a lot of disincarnate bodies floating around but almost everyone spoke of a lot of Light and Love.
May we enter the garden together.
I have been nearly pulling my hair out trying to figure out what to do with regard to Bnei Baruch and its Kabbalah teachings. At first it was like a breath of fresh air after A Course in Miracles and Jayem's "Way of the Heart". I can still see a lot of value in Paul Tuttle's teachings but I was led to Bnei Baruch if only to escape K. We no longer had a commonality giving me an excuse to cut back on the contact that was such a vexation to my spirit. I am not going into the Bnei Baruch organization right now. But it seems to have prepared me for my next step, and I must say that I have been blessed in the last 2 days to have had a glimpse of a next step. I dare not say what it is right now - but I get the distinct impression that it is a bit like returning home with a different perspective. A sort of Jewish one. I now have an appreciation of mystical Judaism at least and a sense of the importance of the Hebrew language in matters leading into the garden that I have been circling around from various vantage points.
I remember so many views - one from Victor who became a Buddhist Monk with an unpronounceable name. I saw a lot of mosquitoes in his garden. The imaginary garden born of meditation was nice but it was not real. Barry's view for me meant that there were a lot of disincarnate bodies floating around but almost everyone spoke of a lot of Light and Love.
May we enter the garden together.
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